2004-07-14 - 4:17 p.m.
I know, that i dont know alot of things, alot about making choices, alot about solving problems, alot about juggling friends, alot about drinking, smoking, and the like. Alot about life, alot about myself, alot about being a good friend. I thought i knew enough, but i was wrong, and right now, i dont know how to fix it. The people that have held my hands for so long, i severed the bond. Its like i threw off my life jacket in the middle of the ocean, and i only kind of know how to swim. im so confused, about where my place is, where i stand, who i can even stand with. I am not a good liar, but i do lie, but i swear on my life as it stands, that i am not lying in my next statement...I picked the name soulmate for a reason. I can only muster up very mild things that you have ever done to me, and i know that on more than one occasion i have been a really shitty and selfish friend, but there you were, always willing to take me back when i was learning at your expense. I have never ever in my entire 16 years had a friend as good as you, what the fuck did i do? what was i thinking?! i know what i was thinking, and so do you, because you do know me, better than i know myself i think. If i said i was sorry a million times everyday, it wouldnt matter unless my actions show what i am saying.*my words are no good anymore, but i hope in time i can prove them worthwhile...
Always and Forever Love
:-*Bri*-:
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