2004-07-17 - 1:26 p.m.
im just tired. Really tired. I dont want to be second best anymore. You know, everyone rushes to put out a fire when its burning towards them, but once they've calmed the flames, they dont care that the ashes continue to smolder. I really didnt believe that things dont last forever, but im starting to. Whatever, im done fighthing, im so emotionally worn out from it that i wont do it anymore. If i lose people, well guess i didnt need them in the first place.Can't look over my shoulder,
can't keep going back.
What is now is,
and it could be here to stay.
Dont question just accept,
acceptance is hard.
but easier than the fight.
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The war - 2005-02-03
Broken - 2005-01-30
Saved Night - 2005-01-28
Best Poem - 2005-01-26
