2004-07-21 - 9:42 a.m.
Ive spent ALOT of this summer being angry and upset that i couldnt be a part of the things my group of friends was doing, especially the parties. Last nite i got to go to my first one since the whole grounding affair, and i wasnt impressed. Im not quite sure what i expected. Maybe it was just because I was experiencing the situation from a different perspective and I think i fantasized alot about how it would be, and i expected it to be the exact same ordeal as it was when i loved it so much before. However, i left a little bit disappointed. In all truth, everything is just how it was when i left. The only difference is the relationships going on. Everythings the same, but i didnt enjoy everything like i used to, so what happened to me? Im so confused. Alls i know is im glad i got to hang out with my loves(and get my car STUCK?! not fun...) but nonetheless i think i have a few things to ponder
Dreams really do come true - 2005-02-07
The war - 2005-02-03
Broken - 2005-01-30
Saved Night - 2005-01-28
Best Poem - 2005-01-26
