2004-07-30 - 2:05 p.m.
I just finished reading Jaceys diary, and i loved it. Exactly how i feel. And well as much as bad luck is trying to follow me around this summer, i still have my silver lining, and they can make any cloudy day seem not quite so bad. I was really pissed because i thought i would be missing everything all over again, and so i went upstairs, buried my face in my pillow and cried myself to sleep. Well my soulsista just wouldnt have it, and she called and she and adam came over. I got the 'lecture' lol and she reminded me that i can make it through anything. Then later that evening, at McDonalds with my Vacation Bible School kids(i love them, what a week, thanks dom...) i was reminded of the innocence of children, and with each hug i recieved from my kids, i felt a lil more joy. When i got to work, me and the girls just caught up on everything in our lives. and i got to stay and watch the movies. Nothing quite like a nite at the theatre:). Well as good as the day had turned out to be, i was still upset as i passed hartel road thati wouldnt be going to ryans with the entire gang. So i called kevin up like i said i would, and boom, it was like i had arrived at the party. Every single person there took the time to have a mini conversation with me, asking why i wasnt there. i felt so a part of everything and so needed. Peter played me some songs, adam and lance offered to bring the party to me, or bring me to the party, and kevin cheered me up. it was fantastic, and by the end of the long conversations, i felt tons better. I realized that i am really lucky, because most people never find a crew like ive got, with individual friends that are so close and special like none other. I realized that i have nothing to complain about, because i have spent time with these people, and thats special enough in itself. Thank you forever. *It is to you that i owe these years, because it is all of you who make them worthwhile*Always and Forever Love,
Bri
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