2004-07-31 - 10:42 p.m.
Its always interesting to observe people, especially people who are in crisis mode. Here are some things i have observed: Some will run around trying to get anyone and everyone on their side. Others will shut everything and everyone out. Some become simply numb, free of feeling. Then there are those that burst into tears. Or those who will just talk and talk and talk until they feel reassured. Others will worry, constantly as if putting energy into something will make the bad things go away. Some yell and scream. Some run away. Others will argue til their blue in the face to prove their right. Still others will pretend as if nothing is wrong and let whatever it is eat them up on the inside.Im not so sure however that there is a healthy way to deal with stuff that sucks. I guess you've gotta look inside, deep down into your very core, and use that strength. And what happens when all of your own strength is just gone? you look to others for theirs, your special people. And to get their strength, you've got to trust them. Trusting people is really hard, because alot of people suck. So when do you just let go and let god? can anyone really do that? oh well, i dont have the answer to any of my questions, and i dont think anyone else does either...i give up
this is the time when ive got to start trusting, and let go and let god or else i dont think ill make it thru the rest of this summer
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