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2004-08-02 - 9:32 a.m. When it all comes down to it, you realize that in hard times, or in just any time, your family will always be there. At least mine will anyways. My grandpa is undergoing some pretty tough stuff, and my whole family just all comes together, regardless of what each individual has back at home, we all pitch in to help, its really amazing to me, and makes me realize whats important in life...love.I spend soooo much of my time worrying, and ive really been faced with this fault of mine lately. And i realized that my worrying helps NOTHING. as says this bible verse "Which of you by worrying can add a moment to your lifespan?...live not in fear" and i really like it because its true. The people who have been there for me all along keep on being there, and i DONT have to worry a bit, so im going to try not too. The other thing that is a problem for me personally is that i miss things alot, and then consequently worry that my place in the crew or whatever group it happens to be will be lost, and the thing is...its not going anywhere. This bible verse explains it best, "Your heart will always be where your treasure is." Now there are several different meanings to that verse, but i like to take it from this perspective: That i will always be with the ones i love, whether or not i am actually present, because they are my treasure and i reside in their hearts. So who cares if summer is almost over...(actually i do, but anytheway)because our good times are not going to stop. and relationships just dont "go away" they may change, but they will never just fully disappear. I love all of you so very much, and taking from Bus's entry, but i would love to make more hours in every day in which to see you all, but i just cant. So heres to all of you because you make me smile like no one else can.
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