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2004-08-21 - 6:10 p.m.

Im happy. i really am. This summer has turned out to be better than i ever could have expected. But ive been overwhelmed lately, with this feeling of numbness. no reason in particular, at least not that i can fathom. i cant concentrate. i feel scattered. I can only do an activity for like 1 seconds at a time and my mind wanders. Where am i trying to wander to? why do i want to leave? why do i feel numb? I feel like im constantly screaming on the inside. I feel like im rushing towards a purpose, desperately wanting to find it, but somehow i cant...

 

 

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