Another is how much everything has changed. I resented change, alot actually, but in fact ive realized that its necessary, and not always all that bad. I think alot of my best friends from when i was younger, found themselves this year. we've all split up and found different groups of friends, amazing, how the group that we thought would last forever has completely split, its weird.

Groups of friends. I always get frusterated on this one. i feel like i dont spend near enough time with everyone.

Lables. I hate not knowing where i stand. im a person that needs directions and labels let you know exactly how to act, what to do, what to say, everything. Ive always tried to pin people down so i know right where to always find them. but my favorites dont like it, and ive finally realized that im losing the battle. ill let people be what they want, and our relationships will be as they are, without my intervening to put a stickey note on us.

Sharing. My brother is now officially part of the high school scene, and my friends love him. GREAT. i dont like to share. anyone.

hmm well, im sitting alone, and it sucks. i used to be one of those people that LOVED to be alone, so i could think or read or whatever. seems nowadays i never want to think, i just want to exist.

Always and Forever Love