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2004-08-27 - 9:27 a.m. I Dont know what it is, but lately i seem to have found my groove. Ive been laying in my lil rut, with perfect contentment, With myself, my surroundings, everything. Balance. I dont think ive achieved the exact balance, but im getting pretty darn close as it comes. I dont normally like to give people paragraphs in my entries, but a few of them need to realize how much i appreciate them. so in no particular order, you'll know who you are.I seem to realize everything under the sun with our every other nite conversations. Thanks for allowing me to grow on my own terms and come to my own realizations. and thanks for waiting for me to realize so many of the things u told me to be true. yes each moment is a diamond, and i sing all the time because i know that you're wherever u are singing the same song! i really dont know what i would have done if you hadnt been my constant this summer. Lawyer you are:) we have had our rough times this year, but when it comes down to it, i knew that every week we'd have our moment, then go on during the week, but know that our support system was still there. I love the randomness, the walks, the LYRICS and just plain being a car pool bitch. Im not quite sure where we'll end up, but i know that we're having an awesome time on the way. n i promised that it wont come between, and it wont. I love you and i feel closer to you than ever, thanks for letting me into your life:) soccer moms together forever! ahahaha (lets hope not) you cant read this yet, cuz well computers give everyone troubles, but i wanted to say thank you. ive been rather unsure about the state of my clayness as of late, but i know what our friendship really is about. me and you, you and me, its the way its been since the fall. I dont know if my life, scratch that, I KNOW my life wouldnt be the same if you weren't in it. i have alot to thank you for, but id rather just be a great friend. you are very unique and i hold you in a special place. im so glad that we can tell each other how it is and mean it. i like that im not afraid to tell you things, and you're not afraid to tell me things. its a link i think:) we do or say things that make sense to us, and they really dont have to make sense to anyone else. i really do love you, and miss you at times, but i know that things are still just as good, even tho they may not be the exact same. But no one can take away up north, or all the other crazy times we've had/ will have. Coffee anytime soon? took us awhile to get it right this year, and now i feel like our friendship has been restored. double o seven? hahaha good times. Im so happy to be here if you need to talk, and i cant wait to go a'farmin'. i really do love you, and im glad we're friens again. Well you had to go off to the university of very far away *wink*. what would i do without you?! the best advice/therapy ever. even if EVEYRONE else is convinced we're dating...lol i hope that just because summer is ending our friendship isnt. you mean alot to me, and ill be out to see you more than i think either of us think at the moment! haha love you lots So glad someone can drive now! cept you never come see me:( thats okay, i know that when it comes down to it, ive got you on my side, and thats more than i couldve ever hoped. who, back in the days of diapers, thought that we would grow to be best friends, chilling at each others friends' bonfires?! not me, but i wouldnt have it any other way, love you we realized that our lives are parallel, but im glad that we've stuck it out from the catholic school days to be good friends today. we'll be fine senior year, we've got each other! i love you all really...and i just had to say it.
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