2004-09-02 - 10:11 a.m.
Empty. Thats what i feel like right now. I used to think that my list of friends went on and on and on...that was really lucky to have so many, and i am lucky, but lately, ive realized that the list of people i can truly count on is rather short. and i dont know what to do about it. i cant make people be there for me, i cant make people do anything at all. Alot of the time, i feel like im sitting on the outside of everything, including my own life, and looking in. Its a very weird feeling, almost surreal. Time continues to pass and im not sure if im ready for whats coming, or at peace with what ive left behind.Why should I care Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone
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