2004-11-09 - 9:55 p.m.
:( Not so good. You know, it goes right back to that "who thinks they can run their own life" thing. Seems like all ive done is write a series of really depressing things...entries in notebooks, diaries, away messages...Who knew i had even fallen hard at all!? not me, certainly not me...but i suppose even tho its ending here, no one can steal those feelings, those giggly, red in the face, buttefrlies in the stomach happiness. I said id take it for what it was and i think i need to start following thru...still i was afraid to jump into the whole thing for fear of getting hurt...oops"Dont you see, Dont you see
that the charade is over?
and all the BEST DECEPTIONS
and the clever cover story
awards go to you"
Dreams really do come true - 2005-02-07
The war - 2005-02-03
Broken - 2005-01-30
Saved Night - 2005-01-28
Best Poem - 2005-01-26
