2005-01-03 - 10:52 p.m.
I need things right now. To know that i am worth something to someone. that i am able to do something right. i need to know i dont have to handle the world alone. I need to know that its okay that im still a kid, because i dont have to be an adult yet. i need to know taht when im an adult i will be okay. I need to know that i can call someone and they will understand how i am feeling.this is not towards anyone, or a sobb story even, its just how i feel. and i feel horrible right now. i can barely breathe im crying so hard and i dont know who im supposed to call. the one thing i needed tonight was to be shown some love, and no one could even do that for me.
i guess i sound like a typical teen right now, no one understands me. too bad, its how i feel, and i cant be for everyone else anymore. i dont even know if i know how to be for me. i dont know how.
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