You know...as silly as this is most definitely going to sound, i realized that time isnt going to stop for me. Just because i like a particular moment, feeling, or state, doesnt mean Father Time is going to put the clocks on hold so I can stay the same way forever. Right now i really think i should be in some kind of depression, and maybe i am and dont know it. It just seems like so many things are going wrong at the moment, and there's no way i can turn the tables in my favor. And it troubles me that im not moping around, who knows maybe it will set it later. I guess im choosing not to think about what is wrong, and focusing on what is right. I just have to say thank you, to the one person this week who truly tried to make me see what was happy, and lifted a ton of stress of my shoulders...thanks bob, im so glad and blessed to know a friend like you:)
I really think that God knows when we cant make it thru whatever it is alone, and therefore he sends us people who will help us accomplish whatever it is we're supposed to on any given day.

My life in High School is not at all what i had always hoped it would be. Every last dream or goal i had when i was younger is gone now, and its an interesting feeling to be living a path you never thought youd walk. But you know, i believe im where im supposed to be, ive got to hope that, because otherwise id be a complete mess. I guess i just have to wait and see where God plans on leading me. Accompany me on my journey, if you wish. I cant promise i wont be moody, and all around rude sometimes, but i can promise ill do my best to be your friend, and help you out on your journey. I think, in the words of Robert Frost,that I am "taking the road less traveled by," and that "i will be all the better for it"