2005-01-30 - 9:56 p.m.
My heart is slowly breaking...crumbling and eroding. Its like when a horse is being broken in. They have to slowly fall to the ground...submit to the situation, give in so that they can be at peace. This is what is happening to me. Day by day i am being broken down...my heart continues to split into pieces, they get smaller, and they hurt less and less each time my heart shatters. The pieces cut into my soul, little knicks here and there, but can be covered or healed. Im getting to that rock bottom place. Im trying to hurry the slow drifting of my feather-like soul making its wafting way to the bottom. I must be broken to gain my peace. The road is challenging, with all its pebbles, winding, with the travelling slow. I meander on, knowing that until i reach the grass beyond the pebbles will continue to cut my feet. I must be broken...i must brake
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